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lost.
i'm lost. i've lost my way. i have no idea where i'm heading to now.never in my life have i felt so pessimistic. as years go by, people become clearer on the path they want to go, the things they want to do and achieve in life. but its exactly the opposite for me. i have totally no idea what i can do and what i want to do in the future. to be honest, i am very worried about my case. its still pending even after a year after investigation has been completed. i'm just hoping for the best. hope that everything will turn out fine. and this is also the reason which is hindering me from looking a job. i have no idea if this will affect me. this is really vexing. and the depleting number in my bank account is not helping. i need money, i need to work. i havent start on my fyp and i really hate this project. why is my project so difficult?! i need to design my own project, look for supplier myself and fix my own apparatus. i can tell that my supervisor is not very impressed with my work already, i need to work doubly hard this holiday. but i need to work this holiday to earn some money.. this is our third time applying for bto. i really hope that we can get it this time round. please dont add on to my stress. my threshold for stress is not very high. perhaps its written in the stars. Pisces are known for taking the easy way because they are not good a confrontation or aggression. They are like there fish partners and can easily take the bait if it is right in front of them, unaware of the consequences of the hook that hides underneath. They are not overly ambitious about much of anything. The upside of this quality is that they are generally very good natured and well liked. The sky could fall down and it wouldn't really bother the Pisces male or female. Not easily excitable and always willing to go with the flow, they are easy to get along with and not very well understood by those close to them, unless you can live on dreams. i guess its true. i always like to take the easy way out. i hope i can escape right now. away from all these shits right now. alright, done ranting. 
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