i feel so silly now. and i find myself weird too. i dont face this problem last time. its worse when i have nth to do, just thinking about it. sucks

sometimes it just strikes you so unprepared and you dunno how to react. I really hate this but I need to face this once in a while. Teach me what to say and how to act, cos I really dunno how. I really hate this feeling.

3 more days to seeing you BABY!!